Carole à Higashi izumo

mercredi, mars 28, 2007

I'm getting out!!!

I’m getting discharged from the hospital this Saturday!!!!!!! March 31st! I’ll have been in the hospital a total of 20 days!!! I am so happy to go back home!!!!! Yay!!!!

I will still have to have bandages over my scar for about 3 months, but that’s nothing!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!!!
J'ai tellement hâte!!! Ça va être great!!!

mardi, mars 27, 2007

Yay for today!!!

Today is a GREAT DAY!!!!

I can go OUTSIDE!!!!

Nicola’s meeting me for lunch and then, maybe I’ll go to my apartment to get some stuff!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hisashiburi!!!! I haven’t been “outside” since March 12th!! I’ve been on the roof of the hospital, but that doesn’t count! This is OUTSIDE!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This also means no hospital food for today’s lunch!!! The hospital’s food is actually not so bad, but to get to chose your own food is always a lot more fun!!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! (sigh) I’m happy.


lundi, mars 26, 2007

final operation in Japan...I hope!!!!

Yesterday’s operation went well. It took longer than what they had planned, instead of half an hour; it took an hour and a half!! They put me on an IV again, and then covered my face with a paper blanket that had a hole in it, for the doctor to only see my throat. I think that was the worst part : not knowing what they were doing and not seeing anything but blue tissue.

They used local anesthetic. I think they must have injected it in 8 different places around the hole in my throat, but each injection hurt a lot!!! I’m sure it hurt less than the actual operation, so I was glad to have my throat numb. I asked the doctor to explain what she was doing when she could, and I brought my electric dictionary with me so the nurses could look up the technical terms I didn’t know. They were all very helpful. From what I understood, the doctor cut the skin just outside of my trachea to be able to stitch it back up, then, stitched her way out from my trachea to the skin. That took 30 biodegradable stitches. Then, she finished with 10 stitches on the outside.

After the operation, I had 2 hours of bed rest. Nicola came in to see me then. She is so great!! I still can’t express how wonderful she has been during my stay at the hospital!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

After my bed rest, I felt fine. Walked downstairs with my friend Will, and chatted a bit with him over orange juice and banana milk. But in the afternoon, the anesthetic started to wear off and the pain started to kick in. They gave me painkillers, but my throat still hurt a lot. I distracted myself by knitting and watching a movie. If you haven’t seen the movie “Whale Rider”, watch it! It’s a great movie!! It’s from New-Zealand, Nicola lend it to me. It’s really moving.

After that, the sleeping medicine kicked it, and I slept for a few hours, woke up in pain around 2am, got some more pain medicine and went back to sleep until 6am. I feel a lot less pain this morning, so I’m hoping it was just yesterday. I’m feeling a bit tired today, but other than that, I’m ok. Now, everything has been done. I just have to wait about one week for the stitches to be taken out. After that, I will be able to go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (to Higashi izumo, not Canada, sorry Mia)

I’d like to thank again everyone that came to see me, or who wrote to me : THANK YOU!!! It was/is very comforting.

This is a picture of me yesterday morning, just before the operation…to reassure everyone that I’m ok.

samedi, mars 24, 2007

getting better day by day

My friend Will (THANK YOU!!) found a small place on the 6th floor with wireless internet. So, until they tell me I can't use it, I'll come up here once a day to check my emails etc.

All is well. I'm a lot better today.

One of the doctors came this morning to explain tomorrow's surgery. They will stitch up my trachea (inside my throat) and then, stitch the outside skin too. Basically, close up the hole where the tube had been. It will take aobut 15-30 minutes. I'm schedule for 10am tomorrow morning. The doctor said it was a normal procedure and that I shouldn't worry. The most painful thing will be the injection of the local anaesthesia (spelling?). So I should be all right....maybe just a few tears and deep breaths!

THANK YOU all for coming to visit, or for the emails/messages you sent. I am truly lucky to have such great friends around!! My friend Akiko even drove from Hiroshima (4 hours here and 4 back!!) yesterday to see me!!!! (For those who know her, she just graduated from her masters degree the day before yesterday!!! She will now be moving to Thailand to teach Japanese at a Thai university!!! I will go visit her for sure!!!!)



Merci Mylène pour l'appel hier, ça ma vraiment faite du bien!!

Thanks again!!
Carole

jeudi, mars 22, 2007

Hospital Update

Today was a rough day...

1st, I changed rooms so I'm now in 502, sharing with three others (had a private room before).

2nd, got my tube out.

3rd, got told I might have to stay another two weeks in the hospital!!!

Good news...

1st, I can go anywhere in the hospital (you can go outside on the top floor..felt great to have fresh air after 11 days!)

2nd, I'm getting better.

3rd, I iwas told I could get "special leave" for my friend Chigusa's wedding party!

So that's what's new.

If you're in Japan, please come visit!
XO

mercredi, mars 21, 2007

Recent Events...

I’ll do this in English, just cause it’s easier for me and everyone can understand (Canadians and Shimanians). It’s a long one, sorry!! Je m’excuse, j’espere que tout l’monde va comprendre.

So, many things happened since I last posted.

First, I turned 30!!!! Had wonderful parties that I’ll explain in later posts (with pictures). Thank you everyone for a wonderful birthday!!!

Second, the 9th graders graduated. I was sad to see them leave the school cause I really really liked them. But I got to go to the graduation ceremony and I know some of them will come visit the school from time to time, and keep in touch. Email, it’s a wonderful thing.

And finally, the real reason I’m writing this is because I’m in the hospital. I’m getting better, so don’t worry. I’ll explain what happened.

(Pardon the medical mistakes, it’s mostly cause everything was in Japanese, so sometimes I’m guessing. Also, I’m not a doctor.)

About a month ago, I got a stomach flu. Couldn’t eat anything for 3 days or I’d throw up. I was in bed for a week. After that I was getting better, but a few weeks ago, I got a throat infection. I had a sore throat for a week but my glands only got a bit swollen on Friday, March 9th so I went to the local clinic, and got antibiotics. The following day was the graduation. I went and I enjoyed it a lot. That night, the teachers had a party. I went, but wasn’t drinking cause I was on antibiotics. At 9:30, I was a bit tired, so I said bye to everyone and went home to bed. But that’s when my throat really started hurting. At 1:30am, I still couldn’t sleep from the pain. I went on MSN and my great friend Nicola was online. I asked her about “ear-nose-throat” specialists in Matsue (closest city to Higashi izumo). She said that there are some in the big hospitals, but maybe not on Sundays. But, we could go Sunday morning and see a regular doctor…which we did.

I was lucky cause a specialist happened to be there that morning. This doctor told me the initial virus I had earlier that week had changed and was now bacterial. So he took some blood, put a camera up my nose to check my throat, changed my medication, and told me to come back the following day (Monday) at 11:30am to check if the meds were working. So, I had a light lunch with Nic, bought some vegetable juices, fruit jelly and went home to rest. I mostly slept and woke up to take my medicine.

On Monday morning, the pain in my throat was more intense (and the left side of my throat had doubled in size), I had trouble breathing and my fever (which had been 37.4C) was now 38.8C. I emailed Nicola to say that I was gonna go to the hospital now, cause I would rather wait there than in my apartment, in case anything were to happen. I also emailed Chigusa to see if she could drive me to the hospital. Both came with me (THANK GOD!!!) Even if my appointment was just at 11:30, the doctor saw me within 10 minutes. When he saw me, he said I should go to a different hospital (Matsue’s Red Cross Hospital) cause there were more specialists there. I went, got an IV put in my arm, got a chest x-ray, heart electro-something, CT scan, 2 ultra sounds (on my neck), a camera up my nose to check my larynx (again), blood test, etc. It took most of the day. At about 4:30, 2 doctors came to see me, and the doctor from the other hospital came too!! The 3 of them explained to Nicola in Japanese and she translated.


The initial virus had weakened my throat so that a bacteria had gotten into my lymph gland and formed an abscess of puss deep in my neck. Usually, they could have gotten most of the infection out with a needle, but it was located next to 2 main veins and so they needed to operate. Cut the side of my neck (about 8cm) to take it out. Ok….ok….breathe, operation in Japan? Ok, I can do this, but no, that wasn’t all of it. To top it off, I had laryngitis. My larynx (air way in my throat) had swollen too much and too fast, and they were afraid it would be completely blocked soon. So I had to have a tracheotomy. (This is were they cut a hole in my throat and insert a tube to help me breathe.) Fun fun!! So I asked when they were going to do this….tomorrow? They said, no, in 20 minutes. (for those who understands this, my CRP (some sort of protein created by the liver) had gone from 9.5 on Sunday, to 22.7 on Monday. They said the general amount is 0 to 0.5. This was another reason to operate fast)

Breathe, breathe, panic, tears, breathe, WHAT????? Ok, ok, breathe…….WHAT??? How can a sore throat elevate to an operation?!?!?!?!?!? Breathe….And that was it. I went to the washroom, gave Nicola my email address and password in case something happen and she needed to email my family and friends. And went under the knife.

Chigusa and Nicola stayed with me that night at the hospital. They were GREAT!!! For the first week, they took turns to make sure I was never alone, especially cause I couldn’t talk. They made schedules and asked people to come help me. I could write, and wrote many pages to communicate, but it was a great relief to have both of them with me. I am very lucky to have such great GREAT friends!!

I’m a lot better now. It’s been over a week. For the first 3 days, I couldn’t breathe through my mouth, walk, or eat. I was on an IV, they checked my blood content, my blood pressure, my temperature, my oxygen intake etc every hour….they still do most of that now, too, but not as often.

Last Thursday (the 15th) my larynx was back to normal, so they changed my tube to a smaller one with a cap on it. When I put the cap on, I can breathe through my mouth and eat!!! YAY!

I got another CT scan on Monday the 19th. It showed that the swelling had gone down, but part of the abscess was still there. So I have to stay in the hospital for at least another week.

The nurses and doctors here are very nice. That really makes a difference. Some try to talk English. Most of them can’t, but they are very kind. I’m glad my Japanese is good enough to understand most of what they say now that I know the routine. Thanks to Nicola, Chigusa and the nurses, I know a lot more medical Japanese!!

A lot of my JET friends have come to visit, as well as some teachers from school, friends from my board of education, friends from taiko, my Japanese teacher and her family, my eikaiwa students etc. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!
All in all, I have many people to support me in this very scary time in Japan. Getting the “whole” Japanese experience I guess! But it’s great to see and realized how great these friendships have become.

It’s been a long post, but just a few funny Japanese hospital stories.

-when they first washed my mouth after the operation, it was with tea!
-you have to bring your own utensils, tissues (Kleenex), towels etc. from home (which of course, I hadn’t brought cause I wasn’t thinking of staying 2-3 weeks in a hospital)
-the first food they made me try to eat was tea jelly! mmmm…

I don’t have access to email (a friend of mine is posting this), so I’m sorry everyone got to hear about this so late. I won’t be able to check my email for at least another week, so I’m sorry if I don’t reply soon. I hope you are all ok!!

One last story :

When I woke up from the anesthesia, I couldn’t talk so Nicola told me everything went well, and asked me to write something. I scribbled a few things, but they couldn’t make out what I had written. Nicola said they couldn’t understand and to try again. So I wrote, in kanji “What time is in now?” Am I turning Japanese???????

Again, I hope you are all ok, sorry for the long post. Love you lots!!!!

HUGS!!!!